Falling In

I have been at this for a few weeks now actually I think it is closer to a month at this point. I am finding that I am falling into a type of routine that is working really well for me. I am, however, still worried about it becoming too stuck, too much of the same each day.

I know that I have to be very careful or even a good thing came become stale and start to make me stall. This wasn’t just a journey to keep my house clean, although that was one of the more important parts. This is supposed to be a journey of me moving more, learning more, and actually living my life.

I am finding that while I have gotten used to getting my chores around the house done each day, I am just sitting and watching YouTube when it’s all done. I need to fine more way to occupy my time and find a way to keep going on with my personal growth.

I need to get back into a better routine of writing. That was one of the big things I wanted to make routine. I also want to start exercising more; this one has so far been the hardest.  I can kind of understand why though, I have gained so much weight that simple things bring me a lot of pain, so I might need to work up to the exercising and just focus on finding way to move around like shopping, going to the book store, taking care of the pets.

A month or so in and I do feel like I am doing a lot better and I know that I will keep going and keep getting better.

Working Through Hard Days

As much as I would like to say everyday will go smoothly and there will be no hard moments, that is just not the case. The last few weeks have been one hard day after another. With the weather went and gross, my daughter not wanting to help out or even clean after herself, and me generally not feeling well, it has been a huge struggle.

I have found for me, on these bad days when I just want to do nothing and give up, I feel better after I force myself to at least do the stuff around the house. I have been starting with the easiest things first and taking breaks in between each thing, but at the end of the day it has all been done. One of my main goals is to keep the house clean and organized, so I am at least sticking with that. I may only have my hair pulled back and still be in the cloths I had on the previous day, but my house is clean, my family is fed, and the animals are taken care of.

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